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Writing about my trauma, in a healthy literature style

 I used to like the silence, it used to be comforting to me. Just laying in my room, looking up at the ceiling, the only sounds coming from the old bush outside, maybe the sound of my parents arguing. But now, I can't stand it. If it's too silent, I start thinking about what I was forced to endure. I can feel the horrors of my past slowly wrapping their arms around me, their past stories whispering in my ear, the familiar sense of dread softly caressing my face as I stand there. I can feel my father's arms wrapping around my chest, feeling something I didn't develop fast enough for him to take advantage of. I can feel Spencer slowly wrapping his arms over my eyes, making sure I can't see his friends slowly wrapping each of their arms around my limbs. I can feel the bloodied hands of the people I failed to keep close to me slowly wrapping around my neck, a sense of abandonment that suffocates me whenever I think about it. I look down at my hands, seeing the dark red ...
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We need new regulations for presidents

 You read that title right, I believe we need some new regulations and requirements to run this damn country. Now obviously, I'm not an expert, so I know some of these may be unrealistic, but this is just my opinion. Understanding my thoughts: Ok, so allow me to explain my ideas and why I think this way. The first one is that I believe we need an age limit on how old someone can be before they run for president, probably about 62 at the highest some the minimum age is 35 according to USA.gov The reason I feel this way is because according to the article  "Study reveals critical age when your thinking begins to decline" from science alert, the age when deterioration starts is on average around 44 years old. However, it's at age 67 when the brain deterioration begins to hit it's most rapid rate, and at about 90 years old it starts to level off. Now for the most part a lot of our presidents were definitely below the age of 65, however there are also ones who are ...
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I had a good day today!!

 Today was Christmas, I woke up bright and early and enjoyed some quality time with my family. As the youngest, I love being able to gather around the Christmas tree and open presents while bantering and chatting with my family members. I got a lot of interesting items, but honestly I'm just glad everyone was getting along! My sister and I bonded over setting up an mp3 player, my brother in law and I bonded over a game he likes, my brother and I bonded over a game him and I grew up with, and I even got to spend some time with my aunt and cousin, it was splendid!  Aside from the mildly annoying politics, "Find God and convert" media, and minor inconveniences, today was amazing. And right before the day ended, I started reading a book I've been wanting to read for a while. "Transcendence: How humans evolved through fire, language, beauty, and time" by Gaia Vince. I just read the introduction today, however there are some things I'm going to do.  Obviously,...
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One of my latest interests.

I've been looking into Internet rabbit holes as of recently, especially since I really like seeing disturbing media and seeing how the Internet interacts with it. I watch a lot YouTube videos that explains them and says if they're still up or not, and honestly I may try to find something new myself. But it's a bit chaotic, and I may just start with rabbit holes and weird websites that were already found. Mainly to see if I can see them for myself, and maybe even talk about them in future blogs! One of the websites I find the most interesting is Rent A Hitman, purely because of its origin and what it was ORIGINALLY made for. Since it was created with clear satirical matters, yet there were some people who actually tried to rent an actual hitman against their own peers. I'm just glad the Creator isn't afraid to forward the legitimate requests to law enforcement, instead of just sweeping them under the rug since that could lead to the original requester to move to anot...
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Welcome to my blog!

 Hello, Welcome to my blog!!! This is where I post about pretty much whatever invades my mind at the exact moment, regardless of how strange it is.  However, I thought it would be a good idea to introduce myself so you have at least SOMEWHAT of an idea what I'm on about. I prefer the name Liam, I am a non-binary person who is interested in some horrifying stuff while also trying to survive this soap opera we call America.  I tend to study psychology, but I also take a look at anthropology and other lighthearted topics. But sometimes, I dive into deep and creepy topics such as internet rabbit holes, gore, online media's treatment of disturbing topics, true crime, medical study, and things along that line. I also enjoy little things like stuff from the past, from 2012 to all the way back in the 90s and 80s! Especially when it comes to technology and the Internet, which means you may find me on the Internet Archive!  However, there are times I may dive into deeper and p...
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My thoughts on age verification.

  I get it, people don't want people under the age of 18 to access things not meant for them. But I do find a few flaws in how most age verification works, especially when it comes to privacy.  For those who may not know, we have a rise in age verification softwares that require you to take a photo of your face and government issued identification. However, this may raise concerns of privacy. Especially since they most likely keep this information in a database, which can be hacked and leaked if the database isn't fully secured. Not to mention, I don't doubt that there will be a rise in false identification crimes and/or identity theft crimes because of this. I do believe the idea in and of itself isn't bad, especially for pornography websites or sites that allow sexual imagery and topics in their programs. But if it's something like YouTube where such things aren't even allowed in the first place, then it's just unnecessary.  Now yes, I will be the first to...
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